1. |
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2. |
Wake Up!
02:39
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[guest singer]
Rise and shine!
Wake up and embrace the morning
May the light iluminate your skin
It's time to get up and go
And let the day begin
As the light filters through the window
I'd love you to be full of gladness
If you're smiling, I'm smiling too
And I'm not going to feel blue
[me] I hate getting up!
[guest singer] Come on!
[me] I don't want to go there!
[singer] You need to!
[me] I wish I could get back to sleep
[singer] Listen to me.
[ritardando] OK, I'll go...
Another dull day at school
I'm sitting here acting the fool
Trapped in this classroom, I'm a vagabond
They laugh at me as I stagger around
Walking around, I see their faces
While I'm stuck in VCAL, they're in VCE
There I go, feeling down and out
Sorry folks, pardon my doubts
Then recess and lunch come around
And we're offered a rest from the lesson
Everyone's talking but nobody's listening
Only briefly is my freedom incoming
Out in the city I'm a raging warrior
Changing my faces and emotions
Oh no, the girls are there again
I'll turn back and be with my friends
[segue into "Lunch Break"]
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3. |
Lunch Break
01:25
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4. |
Wake Up! (Reprise)
01:16
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At the end of the day, it's back to bed
Where I'd like to lay my sleepy head
Can't fight those voices anymore
Can't remember what I've been fighting for.
I know I'll have to wake up again
Being asleep is not the end
For now, my mind needs to heal
There's no time for me to steal
[guest singers]
Good night my baby, sleep tight
I'll head off and turn out the light
Sweet dreams for what you may know
And start all over again tomorrow
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5. |
Why Won't Sleep Come?
03:35
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It's past the end of the day
I'm lying here in bed
And I'm wondering, "Why won't sleep come?"
Restless on the mattress tossing and turning
My desire to shut down is burning
And I wonder "Why won't sleep come?"
I've lain here for an eternity
The night seems neverending
Why won't sleep come?
I feel the sandman has come
Taunting me with his motions
Showing me his ticking clock
That keeps going and going and going
Why won't sleep come?
My thoughts are racing, my heart beating
And visions of the day are fleeting
Why won't sleep come?
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6. |
Dawn
02:59
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Looking outside my back door
Black night fades away to shades of blue
I was not aware of the warning
But I know that it's almost morning
I can hear the birds singing
There's a yellow glow on the horizon
I've stayed up all night tll dawn
It's so beautiful when the sun is rising
Mother Earth, you shine your light
Over the ground occupied by night
I can't look at you for too long
For you'll burn me with your song
There is no more darkness in the room
The light shines through the window
All the gloom and murk fades away
Replaced with happiness of a new day
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7. |
It's Your Birthday
03:36
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I open the flaming box
And wipe a tear from my eye
Many secrets hiding inside
Anything can happen, hey
Oh man it's your birthday
Let's have a damn wild party
And let all the kids run amok
Wish you well and good luck
As you sit there reading Dostoevsky
Smile and crack open a cold brewski
Apres-celebration, blow out the candles
And I'll take the shot from a great angle
Oh man it's your birthday
Let's have a damn wild party
And let all the kids run amok
Wish you well and good luck
We're filled with happiness and joy
On this dark cold day
Let's bounce to the music
And forgive what time we've lost
Memories of this time are so beautiful
It's something we'll look back on
Messieurs, the party is done
Please don't jump the gun
Oh man it was your birthday
We had a damn wild party
We let everybody run amok
Wish you well and good luck
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8. |
It Don't Last Forever
03:25
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Tuesday arrives and I wake up sleepy
And my buddies drag me to work today
Though not at school, work is just as hard
But I'll just suck it up and stand guard
I'm absolutely entitled in my work
But it don't last forever, that's what I say
Each term gives me a new alteration
Of course I'm not under domination
They tell me I'll burn out in the pit
Obviously I know that's just bullshit
I'm absolutely entitled to my work
But it don't last forever, that's what I say
You know, I won't put up any pretense
The grass may be green on the other side of the fence
But that thought is really my weakness
Time to get out of my bleakness
I'm entitled to what I do best
But it don't last forever, that's what I say
I don't earn my pay, I ain't got any money
So I guess I'll take all of yours, honey
Haven't slept in days, I'm gravely
You'll have to knock me down bravely
I'm entitled to what I do best
But it don't last forever, that's what I say
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9. |
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Monday we are all practicing
in the classroom for 'the Wizard of Oz'
And King Orchard has complete control
Of who is or was
No one plays to the recordings
But we play off the sheet music
Sometimes I can't help
But get lost in the confusion
Tuesday it's mostly the same
Just some new pieces for us to aim
The show's a mixture of the classic movie
And 'The Wiz'; the disco's kind of groovy
Now, practicing the songs ad infinitum
Playing them competently is the minimum
Are they owned by EMI? I don't know
But the copyright has years to go
Wednesday we're all revved up
And ready for the sounds
Playing and singing anthems
As they're played at random
And as the actors go into the scene
Our music gradually undulates
One by one they're falling
And a frantic voice is calling
Look at their faces, they're enjoying themselves
Am I blind to the fun that they have?
They don't acknowledge my presence
It's like they don't see me at all
Hello David the lion, do we talk anymore?
Dominic, the Tin Man, I feel the same way
We're united physically, but mentally disconnected
I could be narcissistic or merely neglected!
Somewhere over the rainbow, Dorothy found a land
She met the Scarecrow, the Lion and the Tin Man
Then the Wicked Witch came to claim their lives
But suddenly, ding-dong! She died.
In the end, the Lion, Tin Man and Scarecrow
Got what they needed, and happy it was so
Then Dorothy was told no longer to roam
There's no place like home
There's no place like home
There's no place like home.
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10. |
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Every time I see you, it's hell
Since we hate each other
I'd rather faint than be in your presence
I wish you weren't in existence
You make me want to bang my head in the wall one million times!
You make me want to bang my head in the wall one million times!
You make me want to bang my head in the wall one million times!
One million times! One million times!
The anger creeps coldly over me
Chills me down to the bone
My heart is bleeding, my brain raging
And your fate may be carved in stone.
You make me want to bang my head in the wall one million times!
You make me want to bang my head in the wall one million times!
You make me want to bang my head in the wall one million times!
One million times! One million times!
What a bastard, to think of me like this
Heavily disgraced in the monster stinking of piss
Shocking to the eye, garbage-infested insect
I'll punch you with a fist when you least expect
You make me want to bang my head in the wall one million times!
You make me want to bang my head in the wall one million times!
You make me want to bang my head in the wall one million times!
One million times! One million times!
Die!
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11. |
The Lab
01:52
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chorus
Wednesday after school I go to a place
That it's too much fun, where to begin?
It's a computer group called the Lab
Where the different people fit in
verse
A dull and boring day at school
Dreamed away with entertaining games
There are students there who are just like me
Same as the rest, they just think differently
chorus
verse
Not ashamed of who we are, we express ourselves
Taking it slow and easy, we are not overwhelmed
Killing time with the sophisticated mentors
I write a diary kept in my chest of drawers
bridge
Of course everyone has to pay to go inside
You don't get nothing for free, unless you've tried
Regardless, we still have some fun and games
There is socially no real shame
verse
Some of my friendships are kept up-to-date
Others fade away, but remain in my memory
Shyness and awkwardness remain my trait
But I'll remember most of you for centuries
chorus
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12. |
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Jarrod: "You can record whenever you want. What were you gonna say?"
Edward: You're gonna call out the chords?"
Jarrod: "Nah, it'll get picked up on the mic."
Edward: "Alright, just roll with it."
"Uh, take 2."
So I'm sitting here in a classroom
Not at my own school, but at another
Guitars, drums and pianos all around
The amount of them is sure to astound
Friends gathered around the table
To play and sing, of course we're able
Full of energy, it's a nice atmosphere
It's so wonderful to be here
Some classmates play instruments,
Others use backing tracks
As time goes on, they get stronger
With each and every attack
Friends gathered around the table
To play and sing, of course we're able
Full of energy, it's a nicer atmosphere
It's so glad to be here
Now, I start to miss my old music teacher
He's still there, but can't be my teacher
For I've chosen my own path of education
He and my new teachers are under separation
I'm a timid guy, but can express myself
Leave my worries all up on the shelf
The new friends surely can't beat the old
Through my music, my story is being told
Friends gathered around the table
To play and sing, of course we're able
Full of energy, it's a nicer atmosphere
It's so glad to be here
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13. |
The Day Off
01:58
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1, For so long I walked alone
Now hun shadows are gone
A day off will make me strong
Not a chance Im moving on
Hook:
I'm on fire in the blue
Dancing here without a clue
And I long for body heat
In dark pleasures we will meet
2, Babe you make me wanna fly
And I promise I will try
And you really make me proud
To the point I scream out loud
Hook:
I'm on fire in the blue
Dancing here without a clue
And I long for body heat
In dark pleasures we will meet
Solo
Hook:
I'm on fire in the blue
Dancing here without a clue
And I long for body heat
In dark pleasures we will meet
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14. |
She
04:00
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She's a school friend of mine
Yes, that can vary over time
When I try to please her, I want her attention
And I always come under suspicion
When she sings, she makes me feel good
How do I speak to her like a friend should?
Her voice is so lovely and sweet
But I should contain myself when we meet
Gradually, she became distanced from me
For I didn't take the hint to leave her be
She was not angry at me, but I could tell
I was slowly sending us both to hell.
That pattern was recurring,
but this was not declared
It didn't leave out the possibility
Of our friendship being repaired
When she sings, she makes me feel good
How do I speak to her like a friend should?
Her voice is so lovely and sweet
But I should contain myself when we meet
And sure enough, she smiled to me as a friend
Said "You calmed down, so I'll talk to you again"
So I asked her "Are we still friends?"
And she said "Yes, it's not the end"
We're merely friends, and that is that
Nothing I can do to change that fact
And when I think of her now, I smile
For we have since reconciled
When she sings, she makes me feel good
How do I speak to her like a friend should?
Her voice is so lovely and sweet
But I should contain myself when we meet.
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15. |
Listen to Me
04:12
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I can't decide where to go
Naked and alone in this cold world
Would you recommend me some advice?
Would you become my guiding light?
My friend, please listen to me
Don't make my heart bleed
I know that she's left me alone
And your story is like my own
Bewildered and reckless, life is expensive
But I don't really want to get offensive
I just need to vent my frustrations
Hope you'll give me a recommendation
My friend, please listen to me
Don't make my heart bleed
I know that she's left me alone
And your story is like my own
Throw the telephone at the wall
Shout obscenities in the hall
I'm a noise-maker, should I keep it down?
So you won't make complaints in the town
You know I'm not really dead
You can see by the tears I've shed
I will say why I'm feeling concerned
And you can tell me what you learned
My friend, please listen to me
Don't make my heart bleed
I know that she's left me alone
And your story is like my own
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16. |
Fake It (instrumental)
02:57
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Its raining shes walking there lonely
I guess it's part of God's plan
She ve got one penny only
Now waiting for some man
He promised her a hundred
If she was on her knees
But she have always wondered
Why he ask her to say please
Chorus:
I am a woman in pain
Half naked in the rain
And rich men runs my world
I'm asking in vain
before going insane
Is my voice not worth to be heard?
2, He tells her to get naked
He want to feel her breast
He ask if she fake it
But she will pass his test
Then he tells her to swallow
she is pushed to the floor
Her inside so hollow
While his moneys at the drawer
Chorus:
I am a woman in pain
Half naked in the rain
And rich men runs my world
I'm asking in vain
before going insane
Is my voice not worth to be heard?
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17. |
Must I Try for You?
02:42
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I wake up Friday morning
I know it's concluding the week
My head's a thousand miles behind the sun
We're gonna have fun, fun, fun
Welcome to the end, it's true
Must I try for you?
I wait for lunch to come around
I'm whistling my happy songs
You gotta understand my frivolous folly
I drift away and get rid of my melancholy
Welcome to the end, it's true
Must I try for you?
Having conversations in the hall
The madness seems quite small
Life seems rather simple
Over a period of time
The end, it's really true
Must I strive for you?
Having conversations in the hall
The madness seems quite small
Life seems rather simple
Over a period of time
The end, it's really true
Must I strive for you?
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18. |
Feeling UpBeat
04:11
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Jarrod: "Essentially...we're a youth music program, but, we just, at the moment we're just running industry workshop, writing bios, setting up a nice Facebook page and all that stuff. So usually from 2 onwards we usually have a bit of a jam, and stuff like that, so you're welcome to set up."
Da, da, da
Edward: "Did you AutoTune your vocals?"
Jarrod: "Of course I did. How else am I gonna sound like Drake if I don't?"
Edward: "Haha, I couldn't believe that was you until you told Bill!"
Jarrod: "Wanna drop us some rhymes, Edward? Freestyle."
Edward: "Uh, no thanks."
Jarrod: "Yeah, yeah, to come, so it's 12 to 25, anyone in that age group."
Justen: "12 to 25, understand that."
Jarrod: "Anyone over needs a working with children check. Um...yeah."
Justen: "Cool."
Jarrod: "Just so, we don't get rapists."
(laughing)
Justen: "Don't want that man."
Jarrod: "...to put it gently!"
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19. |
I Missed the Train
03:22
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I missed the train
And I feel really pissed off
Why did they decide to leave without me?
Didn't they know I was in a hurry?
Walking quickly up the stairs
Apparently it wasn't quick enough
Leave behind the 5:19 evening train
Replaced with the 5:41 to my disdain
The dark clouds are growing darker
I should have seen the time maker
Was it their fault they left me here?
Or mine, for their call I couldn't hear?
The minutes feel like long hours
Ticking away and not in my power
I'm sitting here doing nothing
Angry at the world, silently cussing
I caught the next train
I'll be home, just a bit more late
I should learn not to waste time
And take for granted what's mine
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20. |
Domestic Disturbance
06:50
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Well
Well, there was a fight outside my house yesterday
On Saturday night
Three people were arguing
One of them told to quit for the night
To stop the fight
She screamed "Help me!"
And the man said "I'll screw you into the ground!"
Twice my family called the cops
And no one came
The sky is black
And those people are under attack
Let us pray for the victims
And Christ spilled his blood all for you
Ha ha ha ha ha ha
I wanna die
Why did they put me on this earth?
I sit here staring at the wall
Isn't this the very end?
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21. |
Push Start
05:30
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v1
On Saturday night I went down to "Push Start"
Sacrificed my music program, I had to depart
I was greeted by friends somewhat unfamiliar
I knew the occasion was rather peculiar
Gradually my fears disintegrated
Soon I was quite fascinated
I sat in the warm auditorium
As a polite and charitable audience
There was a digital piano on the stage
And a couple of microphones in the front view
What had they said on the one page?
There were only two songs for us to preview
chorus
Like the Beatles said in "Dear Prudence"
I was needed to come out to play
I saw the sunny skies through shades of rain
I'll never walk alone, I'll smile again
v2
Some of the artists showcased soulful singing
Others displayed their rapping skills
The majority of us did our own songs
With the exception of the last one
So I did "I Never Wanna Die" and "Bridges Burned"
With those songs down, the page was turned
I believed I could aim high for the stars
And aim I did, though I was not too far
I'd made some friends with my shy attitude
The upcoming artists showed me their gratitude
I did not win, but who am I to complain?
I had enjoyed the night, all the same.
chorus
Like the Beatles said in "Dear Prudence"
I was needed to come out to play
I saw the sunny skies through shades of rain
I'll never walk alone, I'll smile again
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22. |
My Living Room
03:20
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In my living room
I sit amidst the grey, washed-out walls
I laugh at the news that happened
I don't believe any of it at all
Life is not what it seems
Really, a life influx is my theme
There are few secrets for me to hide
You'll just have to know what's inside
There's a bright light that shines overhead
There's a TV that's on 24/7
I've got my computer in front of me
I'm addicted to it, that's my confession
Life is not what it seems
Really, a life influx is my theme
There are few secrets for me to hide
You'll just have to know what's inside
On the wardrobe I've got a digital keyboard
Behind me there are acoustic and bass guitars
I'm confined to my house, I believe
I'm not too near nor too far
Life is not what it seems
Really, a life influx is my theme
There are few secrets for me to hide
You'll just have to know what's inside
I don't believe any of it at all
I laugh at the news that happened
I sit amidst the grey, washed-out walls
In my living room
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23. |
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What happened to the record store?
What happened to romance?
today they wanna score
they wanna dirty dance
they say old times are over
that no one cares anyway
they tell me to bury them
and turn and walk away
But, someone needs to remember
why can’t it be me?
Someone has to tell the story
about how it used to be
I walk down the street
but they never see my face
I try to communicate
they tell me I’m out of place
But, someone needs to remember
why can’t it be me?
Someone has to tell the story
about how it used to be
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24. |
Worlds Apart
05:47
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So I'm on the other side of that wall
That is too high for me to climb
And if I tried to go over it
Surely I'd stumble and fall
I feel isolated but there's no reason to be
I think you're superior but that's just me
You tell me that we're all the same
But each one of us plays our own game
Oftentimes I put you on a pedestal of greatness
You treat me all the same, no more and no less
Some friends I love and some foes I hate
And some I don't wish to associate
Sometimes you don't know what I try to say
Sometimes I feel like I want it all my way
As I wrote in one of my songs
It turns out I'm not too wrong
The people in my life come and go
I'm divided from everyone I know
There's a wise man that I've always known
He teaches everyone else, while I'm on my own
What a shame 'the man' doesn't mentor me
But to my own path I choose to be free
No, I'm not alone in this place
I just have to work at my own pace
Where I'll go, I don't know
Gotta take it easy; take it slow
Pardon me if I seem somewhat rude
or if something's wrong with my attitude
Though jealousy is something I try to hide
We're all the same, deep down inside
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25. |
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[left channel]
Doctor, doctor, I've come in today
To tell you about my latest fears
I'm gathering thoughts on my bad news
Getting my fair share of abuse
My eyes are like fire
Spreading around the room
This week I want to tell you
About my feelings of doom
A few people on my mind
Who make me feel confined
Don't know when it started
But throughout, I've felt fury
[right channel]
Yes you reached a dead end
But this is your awakening
Let me open up into your mind
You never know what you will find
Let all the bad people go
And keep your friends close
For now you are immortal
Transported to a pleasant portal
[left channel]
I've heard what you've said, but how to take it in?
Just like they said, I wonder if to hate is a sin
[right channel]
Oh you genius, it won't happen overnight
Just keep them out of your sight
Breathe in the air, and relieve yourself
Forget all the worries you've dealt
[centre channel]
Thank you for the times.
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26. |
McDonald's Soundwalk
00:25
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27. |
The Fast Food Song
05:06
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Filth factory spews out feeble food
Shaped into the form of McDonald's meals
Fresh from the kitchen, here's my lunch
Tasty fries and burgers packs a big punch
Refreshing Coca-Cola; delicious liquid
The fast food is honestly quite addictive
Satisfies my hunger with tantalising taste
Unfortunately the calories inflate my waist
The comfort food makes me forget my worries
Or disregard the fact I might be in a hurry
Eating inside the restaurant on my own
Or getting take-away in the comfort of my home
Refreshing Coca-Cola; delicious liquid
The fast food is honestly quite addictive
Satisfies my hunger with tantalising taste
Unfortunately the calories inflate my waist
Yes, you know none of it is good for me
And too much of it is wasting our money
Sometimes it gives me a bad sickness
If it doesn't, it contributes to it
Refreshing Coca-Cola; delicious liquid
The fast food is honestly quite addictive
Satisfies my hunger with tantalising taste
Unfortunately the calories inflate my waist
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28. |
A Rainy Day in the City
03:40
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It was Sunday on the last day of the holidays
Travelled to Flinders Street to get something to eat
The train ride was a long way from home
I was travelling there all on my own
It was a rainy day in the city
I struggled through hordes of busy people
Kind of difficult through my point of view
Got lost a few times; didn't know what to do
Walking through the flames and broken cars
The place was so unfamiliar; almost like Mars
The TV over there was switched to MAX
And they were playing INXS
It was a rainy day in the city
I struggled through hordes of busy people
Kind of difficult through my point of view
Got lost a few times; didn't know what to do
I took the train back home, it was just as long
Headphones in my ears, listening to some songs
I was awakened to life in the big city
Well, looking around it looked quite pretty
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29. |
"FAWM 50/90"
03:12
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I joined 50/90 last month
It's an offshoot of February Album Writing Month
I have to write 50 songs in 90 days
I think it's a real challenge
FAWM 50/90
FAWM 50/90
FAWM 50/90
FAWM 50/90
I'm writing a concept album about a month in my life
I don't know how to link all the songs together
All the songs I think of whip a polar bear's ass
The crowd roars like a lion
FAWM 50/90
FAWM 50/90
FAWM 50/90
FAWM 50/90
I'm beginning to run out of ideas
I want to write like Wesley Willis
I want to finish my concept album before October 1st
Someone please help me with my creativity
FAWM 50/90
FAWM 50/90
FAWM 50/90
FAWM 50/90
Rock over London
Rock on Chicago
McDonald's, I'm lovin' it!
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30. |
Nothing Was Achieved
02:47
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I sat around in the studio for two hours
And it began to rain
I wanted to write another track
And nothing was achieved today
I sat around in the studio for two hours
And it began to rain
I wanted to write another track
And nothing was achieved today
And nothing was achieved today
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31. |
That Piano
03:12
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32. |
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Lyrics:
[autotune vocals]
[left channel]
Doctor, doctor, I've come in today
To tell you about my latest fears
I'm gathering thoughts on my bad news
Getting my fair share of abuse
My eyes are like fire
Spreading around the room
This week I want to tell you
About my feelings of doom
A few people on my mind
Who make me feel confined
Don't know when it started
But throughout, I've felt fury
[right channel]
Yes you reached a dead end
But this is your awakening
Let me open up into your mind
You never know what you will find
Let all the bad people go
And keep your friends close
For now you are immortal
Transported to a pleasant portal
[left channel]
I've heard what you've said, but how to take it in?
Just like they said, I wonder if to hate is a sin
[right channel]
Oh you genius, it won't happen overnight
Just keep them out of your sight
Breathe in the air, and relieve yourself
Forget all the worries you've dealt
[left channel]
Thank you for the times.
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33. |
Last Day of July
02:24
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It's the last day of July
Blue and cloudless in the sky
To the beat of the drum
There's something I shall overcome
The sickness starts to surround me
I'm quite ill, so please leave me
My unwillingness is my undoing
I've got some more pieces to be viewing
They've detected my illness, so I'll stay home
I wouldn't want others to catch my syndrome
It's rather dark and I don't like the situation
Goddammit, I must need some recuperation
Coughing and sneezing, I hate the strain
To hide from the rest, I must refrain
The germs multiply, and the day gets worse
This setback is definitely a curse
The dreaded sickness is suffocating
But over time, it will be abating
Yes, this cold is merely fleeting
And on the drum keeps beating
It's the last day of July
Blue and cloudless in the sky
To the beat of the drum
This illness I shall overcome
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34. |
First Day of August
03:08
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It's the first day of August
And I feel as ill as the day before
Yes, life isn't exactly flawless
This setback I can't ignore
It's too late for my resignation
I'll soldier on with the preparation
For the production, every minute counts
There is too much for what amounts
So I'm staying home again today
Rest is the order of the day
Going to the doctor for some advice
How I feel is a throw of the dice
I thought I saw an old schoolfriend of mine
On my way to catch the train
Soon he disappeared into the crowd
He wasn't ne'er the same
Sooner or later I'll get back to school
To catch up with the omnipresent rules
I'm not going all the way out, fellas!
That said, nor am I quite overzealous
It's the first day of August
And I feel as ill as the day before
Yes, life isn't exactly flawless
This setback I can't ignore
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35. |
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The cold air is still
Still is the peaceful day
The day is calm and dull
Dull is the ongoing practice
When I make a mistake, Sir's eyes are ablaze
It pains me to see the glaring look on his face
Onstage, there are some actors' contradictions
The Boss expresses her deep frustrations
And we're tirelessly racing through the songs
Yes, we'll fix it up if something goes wrong
The show is eagerly awaiting us
Eagerly awaiting us is the show
And this final year is my precious keepsake
Full of good times, but also with heartache
The meanings gradually become a syndrome
And I believe that there is definitely, mentally, physically, absolutely, legally, musically, delicately, affectionately, technically, exceptionally, questionably, evidently, eloquently, genuinely, and most reliably, no place like home.
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36. |
Welcome to the Show
09:15
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On the edge of reality
We find birds who sing to thee
The line between fantasy and real life
Is heavily blurred, with their strife
The entire band remains faceless
The spotlight shines on the singers' graces
Everyone's rehearsed the parts completely
Skyrocketing all the way past our apogee
We're witnessing scenes from the Wizard of Oz
Being dangerously close to the stage
The audience cheers at the end of every act
At the top of our game; is that a fact?
We see the actors and singers that we know
They're in character, we can't stop the show
Laughing at the funny moments, gasping at the bad
I'm sure there's some fun to be had
The actors left the stage, the lights are dimmed
Clothed in darkness, eternity and the cold wind
With their makeup washed off; they're only themselves
Costumes all left there on the shelves
On the edge of reality
We find birds who sing to thee
Welcome to the show, all my friends
We'll perform until the world ends
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37. |
Unique Leavin' Outsider
04:52
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I walk off miles into the sunset
You're gone and will never come back
You've sadly died and passed away
I must soldier on down the right track
You're a unique, leaving outsider
The body is gone, but the spirit remains
No longer physically on this earth
But forever in our hearts and our brains
The music jester that started so?
Now the seargeants were drinking slow?
Do you feel you're knocking on heaven's door?
Do your eyes gently kiss the floor?
The gift taken from you was my reality
The embodiment of you ceases to be
The rest of us are left standing on our own
We're left here to fight the pain alone
You're a unique, leaving outsider
The body is gone, but the spirit remains
No longer around on this earth
But forever in our hearts, even when it rains
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38. |
Revelations
03:47
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On the last night at the end of the play
We were all gathered in the green room
The polite audience sat silently
Our expression was in full bloom
You stood up and gave your emotional speech
Those dark corners of your mind you could reach
I've never at all seen that dark side of you
But anxiety is a barrier you can push through
Light shines bright on your shadow
That doesn't reflect your true self
Delusions of grandeur are merely transcendent
Sometimes I feel the same myself
All of us are one and one of us is all
Every one of us hides under a disguise
Eventually your facade is imminent to fall
Nothing's left once you look to the skies
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39. |
The Party's Over
02:33
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40. |
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41. |
I'm All Out of Ideas
02:29
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Ah...
It seems apparent I'm all out of ideas
I'm thinking randomly, aimlessly
There's just the dubious jangle of a brain
Only these pieces and fragments remain
There's no guitar, bass or drums
Just naked emotion when the time comes
It could be a warm invitation
I feel a natural reverberation
A flash of inspiration seems shimmering
That sweet muse is glimmering
Oh
Ooh
Eh
Ah...
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42. |
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In this dead resort town, there's nothing to keep
For miles and miles, not a soul is near
I've noticed the admin has fallen asleep
Seems quiet in here
Gordon, Alex, Jaedyn and Maddie
What happened to all your energy?
I'm sure that you'll sometime reappear
But for now it seems quiet in here
Seems quiet in here
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43. |
Maths is Worse Than...
02:57
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I hate maths, I hate maths!
Maths is worse than Trump!
I hate maths, I hate maths!
Maths is worse than Trump!
I hate school, I hate school!
School is worse than Justin Bieber!
I hate Bieber, I hate Bieber!
Bieber is worse than One Plus One!
I hate One Plus One! I hate One Plus One!
One Plus One is worse than Sam Smith!
Sam Smith is worse than Ed Sheeran!
Ed Sheeran is worse than nothing!
Nothing is worse than everything on the radio!
Everything on the radio is worse than Jandek!
Jandek is worse than TISM!
TISM is worse than the Residents!
The Residents are worse than 'worser!'
'Worser' is worse than the word 'pardon'!
The word 'pardon' is worse than Trump!
Trump is worse than Turnbull!
Turnbull is worse than compulsory voting!
Compulsory voting is worse than life!
Life is worse than death!
Death is worse than Microsoft Sam!
Microsoft Sam is worse than Godspeed You! Black Emperor
Godspeed You! Black Emperor is worse than the mall!
I ATE THE MALL!
Maths is worse than Trump! [repeat to fade]
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44. |
Voting is a Heatwave
04:50
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While the days are fair and high
Got a couple guitars by my side
Then there's a notice on the wall
Vote, or else you'll stumble and fall
Do we really need to be forced to vote?
Do we need bullshit shoved down our throats?
Once we hit the ripe old age of eighteen
The government mindlessly turns us into machines
Voting is a heatwave!
Voting is a heatwave!
Voting is a heatwave!
Voting is a heatwave!
There's a rising heatwave as the time rolls on
Funny, it's a metaphor since the rain falls along
I was merely walking down the calm quiet space
Then you shoved those goddamn politics in my face
Do we really need to be forced to vote?
Do we need bullshit shoved down our throats?
Once we hit the ripe old age of eighteen
The government mindlessly turns us into machines
Voting is a heatwave!
Voting is a heatwave!
Voting is a heatwave!
Voting is a heatwave!
I don't want to vote, this is serious mum
Their political views make me feel numb
I'd rather have the telly and radio muted
All those yobs and wankers can get rooted
Do we really need to be forced to vote?
Do we need bullshit shoved down our throats?
Once we hit the ripe old age of eighteen
The government mindlessly turns us into machines
Voting is a heatwave!
Voting is a heatwave! (Fuck the system)
Voting is a heatwave!
Voting is a heatwave! (Fuck the system)
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45. |
When the Phone Rings
05:14
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I hear ringing...
and my heart is singing
'cause I'm sure that
it's my baby
on the line
.
So I answer,
but there's no romance there
Not my baby, just a stranger selling lies
.
Wanting money
for some hopeless cause.
Tried to sell me things
to fix my many flaws
So I asked them
when I heard a pause,
"Why'd my baby...
leave me hangin...
on the line?"
.
She was happy...
liking me for me
but then something changed
and she had set me free
Now I'm out there
on a lonely shore
cause my baby's
not my baby
any more
.
Tried to call her...
tried to make things right
Thought she'd take my call
this time, I thought she might
But no answer
leaves this lonely dancer
alone tonight
.
There's no answer
just this
lone romancer
in the night
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46. |
Zigzag Spambots
08:26
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[Microsoft Sam]
We can make it if we try
I want to fucking die
I'm standing here solo
And everyones so horny, trying to blow
I feel disconnected
Throw down your axe and swords
Vonie#5175, add me on Discord :^)
How long?
How can I see through this disguise?
After we SMASSSHHHH I’m cutting our ties
Why do I FUCK THE POLICE than me?
That's not the way it's PINGAS to be
FUCK! I came so hard I can’t pee : ^(
No need to hide under a disguise
Expose your naked body and let’s fuck tonight
I don't need to see that look in your eyes.
I want to fuck you deep down inside.
Remember the days when we were young?
The days where I used to always touch your cunt
Before the day's end
Make sure you bend
The clouds give way to an empty blue sky
Only to rain, semen into my eye
So here we are, not far from where we begun
Now please make sure to swallow my cum
Now we're travelling on the long road
C’mon now don’t be shy, wanna see my chode?
So many years from now
I want to fuck a cow
The end is not too long from now
Your insides are tight, WOW!
Who knows where we'll go?
Oops I’m gay, I fucked my bro.
LELELELELELELELELELLELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELLELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELLELELELELELELELELELLELELELELLELELELEL
SOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOI
[Google Translate]
If we try, we can do it
I want fucking death
In the case of
I stand alone here
And everyone is good, trying to blow
I feel incoherent
In the case of
Throw away your ax and sword
Vonie # 5175, add me on Discord: ^)
how long?
In the case of
How can i see this camouflage?
After we SMASSSHHHH, I was cutting our relationship
Why am I better than the police?
This is not the way PINGAS
Fuck! I'm so hard I can not pee: ^ (
In the case of
Do not need to conceal camouflage
Reveal the naked body and let's fuck tonight
I do not need to see that way in your eyes.
I want you deep inside.
In the case of
Remember our young days?
I used to touch your day
Before the end of the day
Make sure you bend
In the case of
Clouds give way to empty blue sky
Only rain, semen into my eyes
So here we are not far from our place
Please make sure to swallow my cum now
In the case of
Now we are on a long way to travel
Now do not be shy, want to see my shadow?
So many years
I want a fucking cow
In the case of
The end is not too long from now
Your heart is tight, wow!
Who knows where we go
Terrible, i'm gay, i fuck my brother.
LELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELELEL
[NaturalReader Robert]
And at this moment, Robarate knew there was no hope. There is no god. There is no joy. And the only thing Robarate craved was the sweet release of death. Why must people like this flood the Internet with shit? Why must people be so fucking stupid that they thought this was a good idea? Mankind's greatest enemy is itself. 3LAMESTUDIO may be one of the worst, if not the worst, Five Nights at Freddy's related channel. This isn't art. It is psychological warfare designed by the Nazis to drive anyone to insanity. Save yourself, don't watch their videos. We are done here.
SOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOISOI
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47. |
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It's getting late, the time has come
Nothing's learnt when all is said and done
Silent raindrops fall against the window pane
Think of times you won't live through again
Life is very short.
That is clear, all my friends
There's no time for making a mess
Leave all you have; it's almost the end
There have been things left unsaid
Words cannot hold the inside of our hearts
Plans come to nought, and fates never led
Success is throwing darts in the dark
Every second one spends is precious
You wouldn't want to make life reckless
Bury your fears in the fiery ground
Nowhere else is your salvation found
Life is very short.
That is clear, all my friends
There's no time for making a mess
Leave all you have; it's almost the end
There have been things left unsaid
Words cannot hold the inside of our hearts
Plans come to nought, and fates never led
Life is like throwing darts in the dark
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48. |
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[0:00-0:33]
[pre-music talking]
Jarrod: "D major. That's a good key for a song. And you're gonna start on the seventh degree. You're gonna start with a C# diminished chord, and then work your way from there."
Edward: "But what about actual topic? Themes?"
Skye: "Yeah I don't care what you say Jarrod, but what about actual songwriting ideas?"
Jarrod: "Um, last song needs to be about...the chaotic nature of the UpBeat music program."
[0:34-1:06]
Adam: [laughing] "Yeah!"
Jarrod: "He'll make you do it. Don't tell him that information. He'll make you do it."
[scream]
[laugh]
Connor: "I think someone just died."
Skye: "There's our loop! So, ok..."
Skye: "...we're idiots, and people from the outside are like, "Are they OK? What are they doing?" But if we experiment with the weird sounds and put them together, they'll make something magical."
Henry: "Fffffuuuuuu..."
[1:05, from recitation of 'Zigzag Spambots']
Edward: "And at this moment, Robarate knew there was no hope. There is no god. There is no joy. And the only thing Robarate craved was the sweet release of death. Why must people like this flood the internet with shit? Why must people be so effing..."
1:35
Jarrod: "...fucking..."
Edward; "...stupid, that they thought this was...a...good idea? 3LAMESTUDIOS may be one of the worst, if not the worst, Five Nights at Freddy's related channel. This isn't art. It is psychological warfare designed by the Nazis to drive anyone to insanity. Save yourself, don't watch their videos. We are done here."
Jogan: "Treated like trash" - repeat ad infinitum
We can make it if we try
I want to effing (Jarrod: "...fucking...") die
I'm standing here solo
And everyones so horny, trying to blow
I feel disconnected
Throw down your axe and swords
Vonie#5175, add me on Discord :^)
How long?
How can I see through this disguise?
After we SMASSSHHHH I’m cutting our ties
Why do I F (Henry: "Fuck") THE POLICE than me?
That's not the way it's PINGAS to be
F! (Henry: "Fuck") I came so hard I can’t pee : ^(
No need to hide under a disguise
Expose your naked body and let’s screw (Henry: "Fuck") tonight
I don't need to see that look in your eyes.
I want to f
(Henry: "Fuck")
you deep down inside.
Remember the days when we were young?
The days where I used to always touch your C-star-N-T
Jarrod: "Cunt"
[2:09-3:20]
Unknown: Oh damn.
Damn!
DAYUM! [repeat ad infinitum]
[3:20-4:26]
[from "Something's Guilty"]
Robbing and destroying without remorse
Seems that your life was very coarse
Gone out with a bang but your spirit remains
Through this book of which it contains
Wanker: "Hello darkness my old friend...I've come to talk with you again...yep, thats the song you need to do. 'Sound of Silence' by Art...and Garfunkel. Hm!"
Haunting me with segments from your life
Cutting through the air like a knife
Now I know something's guilty
Is it you or is it me?
Woo!
[continuing from recitation of "Zigzag Spambots"]
Before the day's end
Make sure you bend
The clouds give way to an empty blue sky
Only to rain, semen into my eye
[4:32]
Adam: [incessant laughing] "Yeah."
[loud beep tone]
Matthew Shadgett: "Fuck."
Edward: "What is that?"
Brittany: "That hurt!"
Edward: [laughing]
Matthew Shadgett: "I need to get rid of that ASAP, it's a virus."
Edward: "We could use that in a song!"
Bill: "...download a piece of software.."
Edward: "What is that thing?"
Matthew Shadgett: "...came straight up..."
Edward: "What is that?"
Justen: "People are essentially buying ad space that they use to...scare people into buying unsafe software, like 'Your computer is infected with a virus! You need to download our software to fuckin' fix it', and then that software that they make you download is in the virus. If you don't actually touch anything on those pages you're cool, you can close down the browser and it's fine, just yeah don't go back to that page."
Bill said "But it is risky. It's risky."
So here we are, not far from where we began
Now please make sure to swallow my man
[5:40-6:54]
Joseph: "I was just sucking this dude's dick...wait, what?"
[6:01-6:48]
[from John Trubee and Ramsey Kearney's "Peace and Love/Blind Man's Penis"]
I got high last night on LSD
My mind was beautiful and I was free
Warts loved my nipples because they are pink
Vomit on me, baby
Yeah Yeah Yeah
A blind man's penis is erect because he's blind!
It's erect because he's blind!
A blind man's penis is erect because he's blind!
Cameron: "Right, thank you Edward!"
It's erect because he's blind.
[6:49-6:53]
Jogan: Man I'm so sweet that I'll be givin' ya diabeetus!
Take a pause and listen to all my metaphors...
Matthew Shadgett: "Have you heard that? Oh shit! I broke it!"
[6:54-7:42]
Edward: "No more Butthole Surfers."
Bill: "Possibly not."
Edward: "And that's just their actual name. If you look at their earlier names, it's 'Fred Astaire's A-hole', 'The Right to Eat Fred Astaire's A-hole', and 'The Inalienable Right to Eat Fred Astaire's Asshole'."
Bill: "Inalienable right."
Bill: "Do you know what 'inalienable' means?"
Edward: "Uh, not really."
Bill: "Inalienable means it cannot be taken away. Like if you're inalienable right to inalienable stuff and they are real and true and they cannot be taken from you. Like your right to eat his arsehole."
Justen: "That is simultaneously the worst and the best thing I've ever heard!"
Matthew Shadgett: "What?"
Justen said "I love it so much. The guitar sound on that silly keyboard."
[7:43-7:48]
Jonathan: We are normal and we want our freedom.
We are normal and we want our freedom.
[7:49-8:47]
[from The Residents' 'Constantinople']
Here I come, Constantinople
Here I come, Constantinople
I am coming Constantinople
Here I come!
Trent: "I'm just killing time, really."
Edward: "Yeah. Oh by the way, there is a music program that I go to not far from around here. It's at the Visy Cares Hub.”
Trent: “Right.”
Edward: “And it runs on Saturdays from 2 to 4 pm.”
Trent: “OK.”
Edward: “If you're interested maybe you could come there sometime?”
Trent: “Oh yeah, definitely.”
Edward: “I mean, it's near the end of its life now but it's gonna start up next year.”
Trent: “OK, right. So it sort of finishes at the end of the year?”
Edward: “Uh, yeah. Two more weeks after this.”
Trent: “OK. Yeah, I'd really love to. That'd be interesting, another way to meet people. Yeah.”
Wanker: "Or...this so-called Saturday program thing, you sit there with a bunch of other guys, what, play guitar, play piano, whatever. Um...What you need to do is leave your goddamn comfort zone to start with, you stay in your comfort zone you're gonna fuckin' achieve nothing simple as that. Exactly what you guys do right? You sit around and just jam on a Saturday. What you need to do, is get all the stuff together you need to do it with, get your guitar fixed, get some lemon oil, and just fuckin' play. Simple."
Jarrod: "Yeah, yeah, to come, so it's 12 to 25, anyone in that age group."
Justen: "12 to 25, understand that."
Jarrod: "Anyone over needs a working with children check. Um...yeah."
Justen: "Cool."
Jarrod: "Just so, we don't get rapists."
(laughing)
Justen: "Don't want that man."
Jarrod: "...to put it gently!"
"Ho, ho, ho" - (from Matthew Shadgett's deleted video "Matt Shadgett - The Christmas Song ft. Chill")
Joseph: "on it, is studio dates. So, I will listen to it, I promise. I'm sorry."
Matthew Shadgett: "Yeah" (from the video "Matt Shadgett - Nan's Death 1991")
("Nan's Death 1991" continues playing")
Edward: "Turn that off."
[8:48-10:20]
Da, da, da
Edward: "Did you AutoTune your vocals?"
Jarrod: "Of course I did. How else am I gonna sound like Drake if I don't?"
Edward: "Haha, I couldn't believe that was you until you told Bill!"
Jarrod: "Wanna drop us some rhymes, Edward? Freestyle."
Edward: "Uh, no thanks."
[10:20-11:13]
"THIS...IS...SPARTA!"
Edward: "Uh, it kinda reminds me of the Grateful Dead on quaaludes."
Cameron: "Oh no."
Jarrod: "That was a weird one wasn't it Edward?"
Edward "Yeah. Or maybe Phish on quaaludes!"
Cameron: "No..."
[11:14-11:41]
[from "I Never Wanna Die"]
My life becomes null and void
I don't care if I'm all but destroyed!
Sim: "Free form jazz!" (repeated)
Jogan: "Treated like trash"
Justen: "I thought it was funny."
Edward: "Uh, I'm not a Justin Bieber fan either."
Jarrod: "Haha, yeah true."
[11:42-14:41]
Joseph: Guitar solo.
[instrumental section from a rehearsal of "Bridges Burned"]
[14:42-14:53]
Edward: "Okay, that's the end of my vocal take."
Henry: "Fuck! Woo! That was so cool man! That was so cool!"
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49. |
You Won't Keep Me Down
02:06
|
|||
This is an alternative aberration
I'm attempting the art of persuasion
If I try to sing at graduation
You can throw around your perceptions
You won't keep me down.
You can push me around
You can knock me to the ground
You could say I'm out of place
You can call my voice a disgrace
But you can't keep me down!
You can call me pretentious
You can call my voice contentious
You can say 'Stick to the bloody keyboard'
A singer-songwriter is my path toward
You won't keep me down
The first time you heard my voice
Was when I performed "Yesterday"
If you truly believed I wasn't cut out
You should have stopped me on the way
You won't keep me down
But in the end, you're in control
Submission breaks through my soul
You say who you need to sing
As if diversity isn't a thing
You just kept me down.
|
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50. |
The End of it All
26:04
|
|||
Here we are at the end of the world
We've reached the promised land
We'll all walk on and fade away into oblivion
Look all around you, reality is crumbling down
Nowhere else is your salvation found
I feel nothing but sweet tranquility
Knowing that this time allows me my liberty
Am I dreaming, or is this a reality?
I believe it's time to bring an end to the story
"Sorry, should I start from the beginning?"
Where it all began, I was {asleep in the night}
And then my parents told me to {wake up}
I went on a {lunch break} and then fell asleep
I'd {wake up} again, with more problems to reap
Funny, sometimes I think {"Why won't sleep come?"}
The morning breaks and I'm confronted by {dawn}
And I realise {it's your birthday} today
Time is short, {it don't last forever}
Being a part of the Wizard of Oz
There's {no place like home}
Yes but there's things inside my head
That let beasts of burden roam
{You make me want to bang my head in the wall one million times}
Don't take it personally, just read between the lines
{The Lab} is all over for me now
Friends stopped going anyhow
All that's left are vivid, clear memories
{With each and every attack}, my fellow musicians get stronger
Everything has changed, and {the day off} seems longer
{She} knows that I won't do her any harm
But sometimes she won't {listen to me}
{Watching TV} I can't {fake it}
Your feelings just fade to static
{Must I try for you?}
Most of the time I'm (feeling upbeat)
Fleshing out group ideas is sweet
However, sometimes my wellbeing is failing
One busy day {I missed the train}
Later that night there was a {domestic disturbance}
But hey, I went to {push start} and felt elation
Fellow performers gave me resonating relations
In [my living room], I sit amidst the grey, washed out walls
There's people shouting obscenities in the hall
{What happened to the record store?}
I'm {worlds apart} from the students at my door
{Doctor, doctor}, please let me go further
Took a refreshing and calm {McDonald's soundwalk}
{The fast food song} is my theme round the clock
{A rainy day in the city} doesn't really bother me
What concerns me is the deadline for {FAWM 50/90}
In the studio, {nothing was achieved} that day
But I took the chance and began to play
On {that piano}, I wrote "a Lydian piece"
{Doctor, doctor}, someday I shall be released
I was ill on the {last day of July}
It was blue and cloudless in the sky
It continued into the {first day of August}
I'm sad to say that life isn't exactly flawless
Like I said, there's {no place like home}
{Welcome to the show}, all my friends
We'll perform until the world ends!
You're a {unique, leavin' outsider}
Only to a select few do you set free your {revelations}
When {the party's over}, it's fitting for the occasion
Dear friends, {I'm all out of ideas}
I'll say it again, {I'm all out of ideas}
The world is empty and it {seems quiet in here}
In my humble opinion {maths is worse than} literature
And {voting is a heatwave}, forcing unlucky signatures
{When the phone rings}, I hate the piercing sound
Oh my god, there's {zigzag spambots} all around!
I'm {feelinglikegraduallyrunningoutofpreciousvaluabletime}
Soon, all that will be left of me are music and crimes
What is this? {The chaotic nature of the Upbeat music program}
Do what you like, but {you won't keep me down}
You can throw around your perceptions
If I want to do what I think is right
Don't even think about raising objections
We can make it if we try
We ain't ever gonna die
I'm standing here in the crowd
And everyone sings along to songs I don't know
I feel disconnected
Throw down your axe and swords
How long does the rain fall?
How long?
How can I see through this disguise?
How do I look at you through the same eyes?
Why do I feel you're greater than me?
That's not the way it's supposed to be
Pardon me if I seem quite rude, or if something's wrong with my attitude
Jealousy is something I can't hide
No need to hide under a disguise
Gather up your strength to smile and rise
I don't need to see that look in your eyes
We're all the same, deep down inside
Remember the days when we were young?
Oh, how the times have flown
Before the day's end
The walls will come crumbling down
The clouds give way to an empty blue sky
Filled with tranquility, all the fires die
So here we are, not far from where we began
The world is at our command!
Now we're travelling on the long road
We'll be walking on for centuries
So many years from now
We'll cherish golden memories
The end is not too long from now
It's not too far from here
Who knows where we'll go?
There is nothing to fear
You shall not worry, {there is nothing to fear}
A universe awaits beyond what lies here
No longer frightened, you bring down the wall
This is {the end of it all}.
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Edward Roussac Melbourne, Australia
I am a musician from Melbourne, Victoria. I sing and play keyboards as well as guitar and bass. I like to express my thoughts through the songs I write.
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